This is my first time writing in this beautiful lovely blog created by my one and only one most dearest precious Melissa. Baby, to be honest, we had been together since December 19th 2010.. I really felt that a lot of changes happened in our life in terms of good and bad. Sometimes I felt so happy till I dun even wanna close my eyes n sleep so that de happy moments doesn't end. Sometimes I felt so sad till I felt like giving up bcoz I dun wanna see you sad n suffer like me. I dun wan our unsolvable problem to drag on till our relationship filled with plenty of bad "memories". I just want you to know baby, I can really feel your sincerity and I really know that you did change a lot already. And that is why now I felt really really bad and guilty recently. I started to feel scared and I started to hate myself for why am I being like this to you. I know I should love you without any excuses or any reasons nor any complaints but I really can't tolerate wid my ownself for being so selfish sometimes juz bcoz I felt that you are being selfish. So I always felt that no matter how and what I'm doing is juz to improve our life and our relationship. But sometimes after things happened or changes had happened, I felt that I'm being very wrong.
1 word = contradictory.
I'm so in to be full of contradiction !! I'm so lost !! GOD !! SAVIOR !! Pls help me... Pls help us... coz I really really Love Melissa Ann.
Marcus
1.40am
7th April 2011
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